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Jesus My Saviour
By Peace | July 9, 2008
Jesus said,”I am the resurrection and the Life“
If you believe me, believe what I experienced, what I see, what I heard, then you continue to read on…..
Went to the church on 12th March 2008, Father Terence said, “Who Are You?” when I asked him “Do You Believe me?”. Richard explained to him. I introduced myself to him. Who Am I? Who do you think people would believe me? Anyway, this is fate, they are ‘working’ what they are ‘asked’ to do. We were asked to come back at 7pm.
In my mind was this two songs 楚汉骄雄 and Great Is The Love.
At home, Richard called my parents and my sister. I had the most wonderful bath. I could hear cheering sound and whistling sound when I bath. Then I heard my spectacle and Shiseido facial cleansing foam dropped at the same time. I was not scared, but feeling so refreshed and so wonderful. It was so strange, first time, and first time I bathed with my pink Bata home shoes (furry slipper), and it was all wet. I had to throw it away a few days later.
After bathing, I felt so much better. Lying on the bed, soon my parents came. My father said that my face looked so pale and the eyes so black. I asked Richard and he said I looked okay.
Richard told me that he saw the face of a ’skull’ when he looked at the mirror of himself. He said he saw a ’sunken face’ all so drain, so dried, devoid of water. I told him again, about ‘death’ and he did not believe me.
Soon at 7pm, we went to the church. The divine mercy group must be there. I don’t know what mass is that, it was my first time there. Everything first time. I saw Father Terence at the altar. When the mass was ended, the fat man said “thank you everybody”; and I followed him said “thank you everybody”. The fat man turned around and saw me, I was rather embarrassed, and knew that I must have made a mistake.
Anyway, we went out of the church. Standing at the foyer, I spoke to Josephine. I introduced myself and she said I looked beautiful, and my children was lovely — No dark circles, no dark eyes, like what my parents see. I explained to them about sins and etc etc, but nobody would believe me…
Soon, we proceed to Clementi. I was forced to go to the Medium. Inside the car, I could hear sound…. when reached the carpark, sound of “Boo”, “nah” etc was heard while we were walking downstairs, towards the medium house.
At the medium house, the group of people had to sing song (prayer) to invite the ’spirit’ to ‘come into’ the body of the medium. The man soon asked what we want. Was told, and given instruction later on. Richard was given talisman, yellow and green, to be washed on the face and burned for drinking (for my use). I told them that my religion is ‘Catholic’ and the medium said ‘never mind’.
The medium ‘measure’ my pulse. He said my pulse was very weak, the blood was very low. My heart was very weak. My hands were all cold.
In my brother’s car, driving some journey away from the Medium’s house, my big brother came. He gave me a can of butter cookies and money. He touched my head and comfort me. I was very sad. He is always so good to me and I cannot do anything for him. He gave me $100 despite the fact that he is full of debts also. I was so sad.
On the way, in the car, I could feel my body ‘reacting’ worse, getting more and more worse. Ricsson said he felt hot, and wanted to vomit also. I did not have fever, but my hands getting more and more numb. I could really feel my blood was getting lower. I felt the mouth very dry, always so thirsty. A little while, when I was in the car, I saw the words in my head, “SUCK BLOOD”, the words in green, and in that instant, I felt as though my teeth going to grow (the canine, like the vampire). I was so scared that I would suck the blood of Ricsson or anybody later on. I told Richard, and he did not believe me.
Coming out of the car, when reaching our house, Ricsson was nauseous and the two children were all so weak as well. Clara was like dying.
Back home, I bathed again before washing the face with the ‘talisman’ and drinking the ‘talisman’ water. The bathing this time was not the same. It was more inferior than the previous one. After bathing, when I washed my face with the ‘talisman’ water, it was so funny that I spread the water on my face ‘as though drawing whiskers on my face’.
Scary night, I was so thankful to Richard for risking his life to save me (giving me support)….
I tried to sleep. Richard told me that the talisman had to use for seven days. He told me some ’strange things’ about the spirits returning in seven days or something like that. I don’t really understand. But anyway, I was scared, scared that the things written in newspaper (about people turning into creatures) and I was about to turn into ’sucking blood’ evil creatures also. And Ricsson was having fever, and Clara dying also. It was all so scary.
That night, we slept on the same bed, so scared. It was that night, I saw the ‘vision’ of ‘a white space with people gathering manna’, and then I found myself ‘falling down’ ‘virtually’. I also discovered the ‘healing touch’. I saw the ‘vision’ of Jesus walking around and touching the head of people, healing people. That night, I touched the hand of Richard, Ricsson and Clara — the pulse was able to transmit some form of energy, from me to them — the flow of energy was so special.
Whenever I was scared, I said,”Jesus help me, Jesus please help me”. On the night, God came to my room, the whole room was so dark. I was very scared also. To believe or not to believe? Soon, I heard chains, doors slamming, lots of sound, very noisy, all the household sound. It was so scary so scary, never in my life so scared, it was ‘facing death’. I prayed with my fist clenched tightly, my eyes dare not opened. I said,”Jesus please help me, Jesus I am very scared, Jesus please help, Jesus, Jesus!” It was automatic response. I don’t know to believe or not to believe, but I was too scared and I just say these words and Soon, it was different sound I heard…
Got wolf howling on my right ears, got so many sound. Then the last one was the trumpet, never stop, prolonged trumpet sound, and birds came to my windows singing songs. Amazing.
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