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Assumption of Blessed Virgin Mary
By Peace | August 19, 2008
9.09am, 19th August 2008. The weather turns cool, the clouds grey now. I heard the coo-coo bird, saying,”crooo coo - croo -coo…..” it is the familiar ‘coo-coo’ sound….. the peaceful dove.
I was about to write this:
14th August 2008, Thursday 8pm Mass at St Anthony Church
Puma was sitting at the Pillar on my way to the church.
On this day, Mary was taken body and soul up to heaven… the Immaculate Virgin, She is ‘clearly the mother of the members of Christ’…since she has by her charity joined in bringing about the birth of believers in the Church…
I ‘gave up’ my belief, my ‘association’ with the church, my ‘faith’, when there was problems in my marriage. I stopped praying, I stopped ‘talking’ to Jesus….
It was Jesus who answered my prayer again…. It was Jesus, My faithful friend, who helped me, and saved me from all my sins, and helped me see the truth of life, to see Light again.
I was a sinner, a great sinner, the greatest sinner, a mother who killed her own child. How silly of me. How cruel of me to kill an innocent life in my womb (not knowing that is killing a life), thinking it is ‘alright’ to do it, since my sister did it one time, two times, and three times…
Woes to me. How can I be so selfish? It is still killing! It is murder, manslaughter, and homicide. I would have gone to purgatory, having no everlasting life, having to meet the devil (darkness) and see no light, BUT it was my baptism, my faith with Jesus, grace from God that saves me. How can I not be grateful to my Saviour, my LORD, my GOD, the one true God on earth!
On 15th August, the actual day of Assumption of Blessed Virgin Mary, the special ‘mutated lizard’ came to my room. It showed me that I was persecuted… Richard said I made a mountain out of a molehill… I told everybody what all this means, but he always laughed at me. But this is real, what I gone through, I know it.
Saturday, I went to mass. I went to confession… Despite all my fear, my heart going to jump out….. I do not want to sin again.
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